FRIENDSHIP

AFTER A LONG TIME I HAD LING CONVERSATION WITH MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND. WE HAD THE CONVERSATION TODAY  ONLY.BOTH OF US DIDN'T EXPECT TO HAVE ASO LENGTHY CONVERSATION NOW AFYTER SO MANY YEARS  DIFFERENCE. THOUGH SHE HURTED ME A LOT IN CHILDHOOD MAYBE UNKNOWINGLY, FIRST TIME I WAS SO BROKEN BECAUSE OF HER SO ODD BEHAVIOR. THAT WAS PAST, SHE CONFESSED TODAY THAT I WAS NOT  THE REASON OF HER SORROW EVER. THAT STATEMENT MADE ME FEEL SO PROUD AND SECURED FROM MY SOUL. I AM NOT THE REASON OF MY CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND'S PAIN. SHE ASKED ME THE WAY TO CONTROL EMOTIONS. I ANSWERED HER TO IGNORE THE SORROWFUL THINKINGS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. BUT I LEARNED NOT TO EXPECT ANYTHING FROM FRIENDSHIP WITH HER HELP ONLY, SOMEHOW SHE MADE ME FEEL THIS. BUT NOW SHE IS FAR FROM HER FAMILY AS WELL AS ME. SHE IS MORE OR LESS SUCCESSFUL, NOW SHE HAS SOME TIME FOR FRIENDSHIP IN A WEEK.SHE IS SO ALONE AND THAT IS GIVING HER SO STRESS AND DEPRESSION. I CONSIDER HER MY SISTER. FOR ME SHE IS ALWAYS PAMPERED AND LOVED BY FAMILY. SE IS VERY CHILDISH, BUT SHE IS SURPRISED WITH MY CHARECTERISTICS CHANGES. SHE LIKES MY CHANGE BUT ALSO ANNOYED WITH SOME OF MY POINT OF VIEW. ACUTUALLY I CAN'T HELP IT BUT I NOW MY JOB IS TO MAKE HER FEEL GOOD HAPPY AND POSITIVE. I FORGAVE HER AND ACCEPTED HER THE WAY SHE IS. THIS IS MATURITY WHICH WE DON'T HAD IN PREVIOUS YEARS. SHE NEED THIS MUCH OF FRIENDSHIP AND ENTERTAINMENT IN HER SO BUSY BORING AND LONELY LIFE. SHE HAS TO BRING BACK HER SMILE AND HAPPINESS   I UNDERSTAND HER NOW. SHE NEEDS A FRIEND PHILOSOPHER AND GUIDE .  "A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND IN DID" 

SHE THOUGHT  ME OVER EXTROVERT BUT SHE LIKED MY ATTITUDE AND ME AS WELL. SHE IS MY DEAR FRIEND ROSHNI. I CAN'T SEE MY CLOSED ONE SAD SO AGAIN WANT HER TO BE HAPPY EVER AFTER. THISTIME NO MORE EXTRA DISTURBANCE HAPPEN FROM MY SIDE. I WONDER, SHE IS STAYING OUT OF STATION FOR JOB ALMOST 1 YEAR 6 MONTHS, SHE DON'T HAS ANY  FRIEND. SHE BECAME MORE SILENT AND ALONE NOWERDAYS. THIS HAS TO ME STOP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE OTHERWISE SHE WIL BE IN BIG TROUBLE. I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. SHE IS THINKING TO GET A GOOD LIFE PARTNER FOR FUTURE, SHE IS CONFUSED,I WILL DEFINATELY BE THERE WITH HER FOR THE REST OF THE LIFE TO DISTRACT HER FROM BAD THOUGHTS. AS A FRIEND WE SHOULD ALWAYS TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY OF HAPPINESS OF OUR FRIEND.